Central

Crucifying my self in the ultimate sin of saying anything or needing to

At all..

To speak to and with  

Th universal in man

Or my retracted self then

I can only be myself..

It is  good enough ever fooling itself in appearances not seen

Innately 

God given even 

realise that

And intent may edge the possability

Threshold limit

To

Inspiration

To be better

To know reveal whats hidden

In shadow

In light...

Normal person

Maori

All being illusion of the same 

Generative process of being

As evidenced in inner documents of psychie

Shovelling

Fundamental quantum mind 

Self knowing expressed

In the particuler of personhood 

Losses gains mistakes wrong turns

Vaulnerabilitys strengths amplifications

Neurosis insight

Chaos order mutation cognitions

At the cultural pivit of processes beyond us

A step nessesary step forward

Into unknown

And ever mysterious awakening

Of true self something universal

This is what it means to be alive

To be in the project of civilisation 

To configure personal meaning

Cyclic regressions..on other peoples trains

Ticketing destinations un solicited in hypnogogic fear heard management 

Integreat our data of experience 

Betrayal 

Tradgedy

Trauma 

Love beuaty and choice..the glowing aura farm of othersides in fractal rainbow 

Murmurings...sent in cataclysms wish fillfillment centaintys...

Alive...spinging anew

Speciating the curriculum 

To be artist

Writer

Poet

Painter 

Actor

Singer

Songwriter

Dancer 

All of it

Human 

Some alive intelligence

Aware

As the weather changes 

You can be a HERO on a divine quest

To uplift man..wash ya ass

Or a victim in a cultural set up designed to disenfranchise you from your true nature

And profit from your demise

Theres only two kinds of people

Them on the path

Or them that dont know it yet

My liberation

Requires your liberation 

As this entangled algorithm 

Is a few billion years to this wonderfull

Terrable point

To  sprout ya wee green shoot 

Do the cosmic flower

Pollination 

Meat mate angel thing

Requireing alchemicle acts like

Responsability will effort

Intention

Union

Potential 

Potentials proliferate 

One cosmic photon enriched

Angel christ babe

At a time mumma

Here we are

Part of each others story

Notes to the future

Notes from the past

Conveying information 

Behind energy lines